Dear.brothers & sisters in Jesus Christ

how are you? I was glad to hear from you. I hope things are going well with you and everything you wish will come true.
I will be jobless in a month as I talked before on the phone. so I am thinking about taking a rest for at least one month. Or I don't know if I am going to have a better job sooner. To be honest, talking a rest for a month makes me worry about my life as the economy is not good in these days and maybe it is not easy to get a job and this reality makes me worry more maybe because I am alone..

Anyway, my mind is too complicated in these days for thinking about my future like how I should live, where I should live(cuz I like to speak English for the rest of my life maybe in foreign country= this is what I really hope..), who I am going to stay with if I stay in u.s.a because I know a few ppl like one or two.. (one who I used to know through one church in Korea is studying in the university and Or there are previous university professor who I barely talk with them.

Anyway, my purpose for now is to get a better job soon and earn about 2,000 dollars a month for 5 or 6 monthes approximately. because I know i will spend a lot of money for stuyding in u.s.a so I am planning to earn about 10,000 dollars more for spending it for studying in u.s.a so I can leave the rest 18,000 dollars(I have this amount of money now approximately) in my account not to spend it but to save for my older life.
Then, I want to go to u.s.a. with tourist visa or student visa if I can have any chance to study theorogy, christianity more in the university, or college in u.s.a but I know that is not easy and maybe the school fee for one cemester will be huge amount of money but I only have about 18,000 dollars in my account. so that is so small maybe, because I need to spend money on food, clothes, rent if I should pay for the apartment in u.s.a or anything else I need. I don't know about the financial things very well.. so I think I should research on these things.. I also tried to go there with tourist visa but tourist company said that I should have the purpose that is related to a travel like attending my relative's ceremony, etc. And they said no one will believe if one person will go to u.s.a. alone. that is dangerous maybe. well.. I can study or work in Korea but I just want to at least experience new things like meeting new people, going to new places, trying out new jobs, etc. Also, I think I lack a confidence so I want to work on my self esteem in front of other people no need to be embarrased or to be shy.. I can work on this by myself.. but not easy.. so I want to be motivated, get more confidence and less care about other people by spending a lot of times with Americans. I know it sounds funny because I want to go to U.S.A. rather than other countries and meet Americans rather than other foreign people. But I have been knowing American people mostly in Korea and I didin't get any chance to meet other foreign people so that is why I want to go there because I am more familier with cultures, personality, etc through American.

I really want to speak English as my own language for the rest of my life. so the best way is to live with English speaking people in the foreign country. Or I will just take a language course in U.S.A. for a few monthes and then come bact to Korea and be interpretor or translator. but I can also be like that in U.S.A. Maybe I can have a chance to interprete or translate foreign pastor's sermon into Korean and vice versa to the foreignors or to Korean who live there. Actually, this is my dream that helps missionary by helping them to forward their message to other people who are from many different countries.

So if you have any idea or information about the school things(how much it cost for taking one cemester in christianity university, what kind of qualificaton I need) or job things(how I can work there, or what kind of job I can get as Koreans in u.s.a.) Is there any way I can be there as much as I want to stay..but I don't have any relatives or I don't know many people in u.s.a but I can get to know more people if I can be in specific places like schools, company, etc.. Or I can work for the church in u.s.a but I don't know what to do and I don't know what church I should go..

Anyway,, I wrote too long but I just wish that you could understand my heart and God would give me any chance or opportunity for me to make my plans come true.. even though my plans are now uncertain but I try my plans to be clear and certain by finding any information through people who know about these things well or a research or any methods. I just wanted to know more about the way I can do all these things through someone who is actually living there or lived there like yourself or other people who can help me but I know a few people there..

I can make my dream come true in Korea too by working harder on stuyding English and Bible, but maybe I want my dream come true in U.S.A by studying there and working there as a traslator either in the world(I mean to make social community to be bigger, prosper and developing in this world.) or in the ark of the Noah(I mean to build kingdom of God in the world, so many unbelivers can know God's love amd find their image of God back in their hearts, etc..). That is why I want to know more about the way to go there and how I can do all these things. The most reason I want my dream come true in U.S.A is because I want to speak English as my own language not speaking English as my second language in Korea.

Thank you for listening and I am looking forward to hearing from you soon.

With best regards,
brenda


121.144.98.180

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