I wish someone in this world can help me..
I am working in the trading company and I am 28 years old, korean girl.
I have so many anxieties that I have to handle by myself. I also pray God that He knows what I need so he will provide everything I need.
I have been alone from my childhood and I have been living alone by myself. I studied hard and also could study in university supported by foundation. So finally I can work in this company as a translator.
After I finish my work, I go to someplace like dormitory where many students live alone to study.. and I spend my time usually watching a tv or go to church sometimes. I can't sleep well every night because I am afraid often because I am not used to sleep alone as I have been spending most of my times either in day or in the night time with a lot of children. But now, I am all alone..

The most thing that I am worried about is anxiety if I am going to live alone like this until I become over 30 not finding the one for me.. I really hope God will give me the right person for me soon and I can live a meaningful life doing God's work together with him..
If I can't find the one until 30 years old or later, I just want to quit my job and want to go to u.s.a and find new jobs like working as a Korean counseler or working in Korean air line, etc.. I was planning to go to a nursing school and become a nurse because one professor told me it is the most easy way to go to usa and live there as a nurse..

But I am not interested in a nurse and I can't study a nursing just because I want to live in u.s.a..
So, I am finding another way to go to u.s.a..
but I know that I will be lonely and afraid again living in u.s.a and most importation thing is that I don't have anyone to rely on.. like spending a night time with someone so I will not be afraid..

I hope God who knows me more than I do know myself and loves me more than I do love myself will provide me with every needs and mostly the loving one I can trust and rely on for the rest of my life..

So, I will never be alone and probably I can live this life not having to dream about going u.s.a. to be alone and be afraid alone again..

Thank you for listening..God.. and please help me go through all these difficulties..

In the name of Jesus Christ.. Amen..

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